Monday, November 2, 2009
is a tedious cycle of worrying, being frustrated, wanting more, never being satisfied and finding yourself ending up at square one again.Like how all these 'SMU' 'CAR' 'UNI' 'GOOD GRADES' 'GPA 3.5' words were ringing constantly in my mind at the beginning of this sem, I'm feel almost tempted to want to skip school tomorrow only because I feel like shit now when I just found out DBS charged me an overdraft interest of $20 when my account was only of negative balance of -$5.50 for WHAT, 12 hours?!??! Fuck my life already I need to fucking control my wants.
Not implying that I'm dreading school or anything whatsoever. I just don't feel like going to school tmr bcos I wanna lie in bed and sulk. I'm actually enjoying every bit of it in a pretty different way.. being in a totally foreign tutorial group and yet not feeling insecure in any way when you hardly know anyone makes you feeel damn... dua. HAHA. Idk how to explain it or maybe I can't find words too bcos I'm still feeling pissed about the overdraft interested thing.
Amazing when I only have this irritating face for comfort everyday. She told the class I had curly hair OF ALL THINGS... when we had ice breaking. Damn cheebye.
Gekpeng. I just received an sms from her minutes ago saying.. 'I hate your cam! Spoil my image sia. Delete those ugly pics!'
Yeah really very ugly. HAHHAHA. But amazing she hasn't untagged herself in Fb yet. Gekpeng is actually a very pretty girl, she still looks so cute when she tries to be ugly. Hor? Cannot say no, if not she cry.
Cheryl's suay day to take pictures. She had to wear specs that day bcos she had a mosquito bite on her eyelids LOL. FUCKING FUNNY.
Three of the bestest that makes me wanna go to school everyday. This picture is epic. We're all so different but why are we so close?!??!
Even when Peishi got such a guailan face she's still the best person in the world to be the only friend where I could have a Bully Buffet on when all I need to say is sorry after I'm done. It's just a cycle. She knows it too but she lets me bully her anyway.... unlimited that's why it's buffet hehhhhh.
She's been driving me around from block to block for the last week and to convenient places after school and even to KAP for Mcd with Cheryl during break!!!!! Feel so pampered I haven't been making use of my bus concession for my afterschool transport lately.... Fuck even Cheryl has her sis's C class to drive. Me leh? :(
I started this entry feeling very pissed about the overdraft interest thing but right now I suddenly feel a tad bit happier when I talk about them. Maybe I should go to DBS tmr after school and give my puppy eyes and hopefully they'll gimme back my 20 bucks.... Mer.
Omg I just said I'll be going after school. Guess I'm going to school afterall.
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