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Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Because my tummy is inflating and my sleeping hours is multiplying and I think I've just brought myself to a whole new level that the word 'lazy' isn't even a quarter enough to express how I am right now. Maybe he thought pig wasn't the best word to describe me right now. So yeah, from now on I'm uh.... Bacon.

Anyway!!! PEIPEI TURNED 19 ON THE 10TH!!!!
So overdued but she pooor thing, her birthday just before CTs and then like we go out think about how we haven't study for exams like sad only.

(can't stand Cheryl freaking act cute)

First stop: Marina Barrage. Highlights? I was the one that got the kite up effortlessly!! Bought way too much food, can't you tell. -.- Chocs melted, KFC unfinished, I brought the unfinished bananas home for Jayjay. (Jayjay's fav - bananas). Bought straw mat and kite then and there lucky it was on offer if not our throat kenna slit only.

The weather was melting us so we left early for town.
Cut her melted cake outside Ion!!

When I see this picture ah, I understand why they're together liao. Both also like to act cute.

Check out my outbreak before I was done with exams. 0.0

See this face? I was trying very hard to be
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HAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHA

Obviously I failed.
CAN'T STAND HER FACE OMG NOW I LOOK AT IT I WANNA LAUGH AGAIN.

Cheryl and her another attempt of squirrel face

Last stop at Teoheng, being a very faithful customer we paid for one hour and got another hour free. Nehxs!!

I feel so sleepy now. Slept at 8 in the morning just to bid on a Topshop Kate Moss Romper that was only 7USD on eBay... And when I wanted to act cool and strike at the last 5 minutes before the bid closes, I FUCKING REALISED THAT THE SELLER ONLY ALLOWED USA REGISTERED BIDDERS?? LIKE WTF I'M STILL SHIPPING TO A US ADD RIGHT.... And by the time I emailed the seller to get her to unblock the settings, I was left with 26 seconds before the bid ended and yeah I lost it cos my page couldn't fucking load faster. So the bid closed at 7.50USD and I went to sleep after staying up for 5 hours for nothing being the most grumpiest girl alive. I can't believe I stayed up till 8 for nothing. 8.16am... to be specific. Ultimate FML scenario.

I still have a long list of errands to be done. Started on clearing out the clothes a little over at Denudde, a long overdued email I promised myself to write to Jo, developing photos for the room, successfully burn CDs for the car, throwing out stuff that I no longer need/want, continue to control myself from having stupid urges, make a police report, update Frdyfxtn(IT'S SO FUCKING ABANDONED!!!)...... While the rest of the world seems to be overseas right now it's a damn good time to get personal stuff done and have personal time. It's like how I prefer to shop alone than to shop with people hahahha shit I bet no one knew I was such an introvert.

Anyway I haven't been having very concrete entries about how everything about my life has been shifting these months. You know how transition periods puts this essence of uncertainty in you, but yet it makes you see things from a totally different perspective? It's pretty scary to realise you actually knew so little about yourself until you broke away from your comfort zone and open your eyes wide and seek what you knew you wanted all along.

I'm been the most honest bitch about my feelings lately, something I never knew I could be.. I still couldn't come to terms that I was the one that was so thick skin to tell Derek how I felt when I wasn't even sure how he felt. I didn't even think of the consequences of what would have happened if it was a one-sided thing and then I malu only. Hahhahahahhaha but yes I did, and I'm glad I was reckless for the first time.

I can't wait for him to come out of camp, can't picture him botak and burnt and cui. These two weeks has been a roller coaster ride, for me at least. Phonecalls at 9.30, sending mindless smses without getting replies every other day, worried about your arm injury and really missing you a whole fucking lot.

I could go crazy.

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