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Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Battle against my sleeping disorder.
Battle against the fucked up comments I get from my parents.
Battle against my own moodswings.

I quarrelled with my father at the car porch yesterday only because I came home at 1, and for fuck's sake I wasn't at some god forsaken place like at a club or at Geylang or whatsoever I was at my fucking BEST FRIEND'S HOUSE and you have to fucking throw your stupid motherfucking temper. You don't want to fetch me, fine I wanted to stay over because I could save on cab fare. Why could I have done that twice during my exam period and not anytime now when my exams are fucking over? You know why, because you are fucked up and you are always in your own fucking little perfect world where no one else can be right except you. I wished you could crawl out of your dark hole and see more of how other teens my age could bring you even more problems as compared to your daughter that doesn't ever club unless on occasions, doesn't smoke, isn't irresponsible, isn't a whore that sleeps around.

Go fuck yourself and after you're done, go fuck yourself again and again until you realise what a pussy you are for always using fingers to point and threatening glares to slap.

6 Comments:

Alison said...: THIS. (Y)

'Why could I have done that twice during my exam period and not anytime now when my exams are fucking over? You know why, because you are fucked up and you are always in your own fucking little perfect world where no one else can be right except you.'

I love and agree with.; Thursday, September 17, 2009 at 9:42:00 AM GMT+8
life is a joke; said...: i club. i smoke. so i am a bad kid :(; Friday, September 18, 2009 at 2:00:00 PM GMT+8
Abbehgayle said...: Alison: <3

Peishi: Oh and add up the fact that you're also fat and ugly.. it makes you a fat and ugly and bad kid. Eh sorry.; Saturday, September 19, 2009 at 12:45:00 PM GMT+8
Anonymous said...: I totally agree with this post, and I gues I could totally understand how u feel. I guess many parents are like that. They think that they're taking good care of their kids like that, not knowing that their kids are actually suffering, and very unhappy being like that. They think they are always right, and we are always not mature enough to think. We did nothing wrong.But to them, we did nothing right.; Sunday, September 20, 2009 at 9:02:00 PM GMT+8
Abbehgayle said...: There's probably more than just the two of us that feels this way about their folks.

People say it's just a phase teens go through, so I guess it better be because I can't wait to be done and over with this because it's tiring, no?

I understand how you feel as well :); Monday, September 21, 2009 at 4:26:00 AM GMT+8
simran said...: my god abbylicious.

why am i always so slow in reading your blog. hope you're feeling better now and not so much in a bad, effed up mood :D <3; Thursday, September 24, 2009 at 9:18:00 PM GMT+8