Saturday, December 25, 2010
Dreaming of a whiiiiite christmas
I had one of the simplest and best christmas ever this year.
Derek and I baked cookies - pre-mixed Better Cooper's cookies cos... We couldn't cope with the hurt to know we'll probably fail if we did the traditional start-from-scratch recipe. HAHAHAHHA.
We took 5 fucking hours for 200 over cookies. Gonna wrap it up and give the girls tomorrow; Terrence Vincent and all ate half the share under his void deck just now... Freaking monsters.
I count down to Christmas playing 'Dreaming of a white xmas' on youtube under his void deck while the rest were debating on whether to Mahjong Poker L4D etc etc and when it was like 0:00 on the iPhone I exclaimed to all of them 'MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!' and no one gave a shit about me.
...Hurt or what?
Headed to Barrage after that with the rest, and then back to ole' Kalland Macs. It was really simple, but it made me feel so safe and warm.
Or at least it looks this way. Maybe I'm still in denial..... Things still might not be ok but then again maybe it's always gonna be okay.
I hope things will get better for the both of us.
Should start taking notes of my life down again. Been missing out too much on not putting details of my life down in words. I blame this on Twitter I've been the spam bitch on everyone's timeline every since this social network that restricts your thoughts to 140 characters sucked the life out of me, that I had none for Blogger no more.
Leaving for BKK in the wee hours of 26th morning, Jiaxin and I are going to have a blast!!!!!
MERRY FUCKING CHRISTMASS!!!!
(kisses bye bye bye bye bye)
(notice it's the first time I blogged here even though I was feeling perfectly ok?? I loved today and I wished everyday would be like this)
